KaiMiyuki

I have fallen into a very, very deep depression. My heart is shattered into a million bits. Those bits can never be put back together. They have formed a dark cloud that reigns over me, electrocuting my every thought. All love is is a useless word that is falsely used. I feel as if I should have no heartbeat... I know you haven't read this far.. Whatever bye.. *~Kai~*

I know you are so filled with hatred for me since I gave the link of that video away... I feel so horrible for it.. I know you will never forgive me. Which is exactly why your not going to read this far... I'm so sorry if you actually did read this....

I do not know how many times I have told you this, but I love you with all my heart.. I count my blessings every day to have you in my life. I can't believe how incredibly lucky I am to have you. You are my Pride and Joy. Without you in my life, I would be so depressed, angry, confused, and of course unloved. If we ever split my heart will split along with us, it will also shatter in a million pieces for without you, my heart would have nothing to beat for. I was so overwhelmed with joy when you told me you loved me. For a matter of fact, I'm pretty sure my heart almost stopped. I will always love you even when I am put in the grave you will